caffeine&nicotine

You suffocate my every breath

a wonder of what’s inside…that fucking head             

I’ve surely had my fill of this

I am who I am….you’re so damn envious

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You dig and dig under the skin

the jealousy it eats you…so deep within

I can’t believe the lengths you’ll go

to try and break me down…but I’ve been broke

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It’s always been a thing with you-

Aggervating things you do-

Bent on killing everything-

but you wont change me…

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You argue the littlest things

just because you only want…to disagree

It’s sad and funny all the same

you’re so ridiculous with…your childish games

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It’s always been a thing with you-

Aggervating things you do-

Bent on killing everything-

…but you won’t change me

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You are just arrogant

and it makes me fucking sick

~jw

…And so I try, but I just can’t win

Some people treat love like a sin

no matter what I say or do

people think it’s for what I want

well, it sure aint for you

What do you know?

What do you care?

The feelings you’ve shown

They take you no where

So go judge yourself

I’m back at the bottom again

I’ve been here so damn long I’m sick

an endless cycle in my head

I cannot change what won’t change

I adapt instead

What do you know?

What do you care?

The feelings you’ve shown

They take you no where

So go judge yourself

Well I’ve crawled- and I’ve stood

and I’ve laughed- and you would

and I’ve cried- and I’ve quit

and I’ve slept- through the shit

but I’ve grown

~jw

I’ve decided to start putting old lyrics up…maybe to get some feedback, or maybe spark some inspiration.  All the stuff I’m going to be putting up has music to it.  I’m working on having that  on here as well.  ~JW

I’m really good at giving up,

and burying myself in drugs.

I never mean to fall away,

it’s when I’m there I like to stay.

…and so my life, will always be a mess

it’s just easier…to lie down I confess.

And so I run away, from the things that fill me

And so I run away, to the things that kill me

..cause all that hope is gone.

Don’t want to hear your point of view,

when I did not ask it of you.

I really cannot tell you why,

I need this chaos in my life.

…and so my mind, will always be a mess.

It’s just easier, to give in I confess.

And so I run away, from the things that fill me

And so I run away, to the things that kill me

…cause all that hope is gone

No need to dred or beg upon

what’s gone, is done and dead

but I feel the need to carry on,

what still remains inside my head

I know I really shouldn’t care,

but that’s why we’re born with nerves

and I never wanted anymore,

than I felt from you I should deserve…

(anything at all)

Here’s something I think you should know,

sure you don’t fucking care…

so, I’m going to say it anyway

afterall I think that’s only fair

Even though I said I’d made amends,

this I could not resist…

It’s easier for me just hating you,

not easy to forgive and just forget…

(I feel this way, because of you)

No need to dred or beg upon,

what’s gone is done and dead

but I feel the need to carry on,

what still remains inside my head

…and I never wanted anymore,

than I gave up of myself

Inside, forever troubling…

that you don’t even know,

if it was love that you felt…